Month: April 2016

Working hard is its own reward and other bullshit that leaves a horrid taste in my mouth

I’m not sure how old I was when the reality of sharing became a delusion shared by other people that I could read about or watch on the tube. Maye it was a day I was cold because I forgot my coat or forgetting something one of  the adults told me to bring to the prison they called school.

As time stripped me of my days and the skin and hair wrinkled and changed color I was very aware life out side of my own mind was very disturbing, there was a cold, mean old world waiting out there to show me that sharing was a really dumb idea.  All the people I had ever met were obsessed with survival, racing here, dead lining there and such. It took me about 25 years to find people that had different ideas than the shit the system had promised me if I sacrificed and worked hard to deserve the things I thought belonged to me.

After 50 years  I finally met somebody that understands what sharing is, when I was narrow minded and counted everything I could acquire, sharing was definitely a bad idea. The only possession I have left is time, nothing else has any value. I live my illusion and read about how the world sucks on a magic box remembering when I felt trapped by a society that was so unwilling to share.

Updated: April 30, 2016 — 10:04 am

Misrepresenting shit will get ya through a shitstorm

It seems like it was only yesterday we were bitching about people doing shit because it bugged us, in fact it seems like today. I am at a cross roads not being able to decide who is bad for me, the guy who posts a pair of tits or the guy that is so rattled by it that swift action must be taken and rules must be enforced.

The illusion of freedom is just that an illusion because my freedom is controlled by other peoples freedom which seems to make everybody a victim of everybody’s freedom. That is the foundation of my lack of interest listening to people beg, bitch and complain about something that doesn’t really exist.

The minute I indulge force to get my way, your freedom is fucked. That is all there is, apply for permission or just fit in. Life is back to normal again.

Updated: April 4, 2016 — 11:59 am